Death is more universal than life, everyone dies but not everyone lives. A. Sachs This memorial website was created to remember our dearest
Tanya Trishantha Moodly who was born in
South Africa Cape Town on
May 7, 1984 and passed away on
May 11, 2006 at the age of
22. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.
To My Baby, Tanya…
Words will probably never fully express the depth of feelings I have inside for you.
Even though you have ascended into heaven, I still cannot comprehend that you have left my side.
We held hands, we walked and lay beside each other as equals.
We loved with the same amount of passion that we fought with.
I regret so many things about that fateful night/morning…why did you leave me?
I look at my future and I see nothing, without you with me there is just emptiness, heartache and extreme sorrow.
I know you are in a better place, and I long to join you, I promised to love you forever and forever I will be happy but only at your side.
You brought me out of insanity and gave my life purpose and meaning, together we were a team…
Many a night of endless love and passion, many a tear shed, the love we shared will compare to no other, for you my baby was an angel bathed in constant light.
You touched my heart each day I was with you, your face lit up a room and everybody stood in awe, so much goodness in one person…
Even though I feel robbed of a life that we could have shared, I know we will share that life again soon, the place has changed the love never will...
Even though my brain has stopped my thoughts of sorrow, my heart still aches with a pain I have never felt before.
I am functioning like nothing has happened, because I still expect to see you smiling when I walk in the door of our home the one we loved, the one our love made.
How do I face your parents and try to make them see any sense in you leaving us, when I cant even make sense of it all, I see those dreaded moments again and again, I stand frozen and I cry, for you, for us, for all those who loved you…for me…
I pray that your brother Wesley will be fine and I know he will after all he has you looking after him.
Take me away baby…I cant live this life, starting over is just too painful to do.
I see you in everything, I feel your presence, I smell your familiar smell. I ache and quiver with emotion, I guess a love like ours never dies, your death has scarred my heart, your life has etched its goodness in every cell of my worldly being.
I feel I have nothing left to offer this world, all I have is the hope that we will be together soon.
I know it is selfish and your wouldn’t approve, but answer me this baby, how do I go on without ever being able to hold you, kiss you, touch you, love you…
This life has been cruel to me, to give me an angel only to take you away.
We never married in the eyes of people, but god knew that we were…we knew we were.
I long for the kids we will never have, the memories we will never share, the life we were meant to live, all gone….there is nothing left…just my hope and love for you / to join you…
I have decided to sell the cars, the house, everything, cant work any more, cant sleep without medication, cant do anything, I have no drive, you were my inspiration, my desire to succeed was for us, all gone…in an instant…
My light has been put out, my sun covered in clouds…I bide my time till we meet again...
Yours and yours alone forever…Mark.
